記一筆. 一個帥哥學長幫我改的作文… 原句 After thirteen years, and 365 days in each year 他改的 After thirteen years, and 365 days in each year (366 in the 3 leap years) There I melt… <3 素昧平生.兩個禮拜前發過幾條短信.學長君很耐心的跟我講PS要怎麼寫.後來在長輩家裡見過一面.聊學業幫我改作文.學長君是所有人裡面改的頂頂認真的.語法一個詞一個詞摳過來.然後再講整體內容跟韻律.我坐在他旁邊看著血紅的文紙,心裡感動的稀里嘩啦. 學長君是新加坡與最好的兩所高中畢業(另一所是我的學校.他是英校,我是華校.兩校經常互相嘲笑來譏諷去 特別有愛),不出意外會去倫敦念法律.從這件小事看來,善良是美德,認真是習慣,優秀是必然. 囧囧的想起來當年幫人翻譯文章,有個人告訴我,你問他要錢.囧 Social Segregation你在哪一層是由姿態決定的.不過我猜,某人會說,是由爸爸決定的.囧

R: Your para reminds me of Ayn Rand? Me: :O? P: Oh you writing style is similar to Ben Elton? Me: …Who the hell is that…? Btw I got a style!? I’m so lucky to have so many great ppl helping me with my shitty essays. Love them all:) XOXO

我的快乐成功都来得太容易。 所以不知道用功; 每天睡五个小时也只是为了看自己喜欢的闲书。从来不逼迫自己,对自己太好。要吃什么甜心们给我买,要玩什么甜心们陪我去，哪怕惹了麻烦都有人善后… 老师给我写好的推荐信，干妈全家帮我改作文。所有人都用最大的力量跟资源来帮助我,我悠哉游哉的以为是自己运气好加上聪明到死… 喂 醒醒! 今天开始每天睡五小时认真读书八小时。 周六再去考次托福(其实上次成绩上哈佛都够了),要满分。

Today was the last paper for the end of year exam. So strong the parting sentiment flushed to my brain I  lost my sense to FFEL it. After the paper, the class went to bowling, buffet , arcading, pooling, and in the end just sit together and talked. I LOOOOOOVE my class. Besides the cute […]

跟学术君今天讲到专业问题讲到他愤愤然离场了. L=学术君； R=我 L:你学什么 R:不知道. L:呵呵 那为什么报 R: 感兴趣的东西太多.难以抉择 L:那就排除法 你不会学什么 想想剩下的是否在一个领域或者几个相关的领域 R:数学/物理 哲学/人类学 经济 工程 商 音乐 大概主要兴趣就这几方面吧 L:问你自己 如果一辈子只让你做一个领域 从上面的list里面选 哪个痛苦最小 或者没痛苦 R:只做一个挺残的 L:问题就是这么设计的 R:选不了 I want them all L:可能在这个年纪就是这样 只是你总得选专业 我没听说过任何一个成功的人可以在超过两个完全不相干的领域取得成功 R: 对成功没什么兴趣… 跟产出相比,对学习的兴趣更大 于是学术君离场了… 泪奔 我以为,要靠自己的努力,让物质背景不成为选择的基础. 所以之后可以去喜欢真正想要喜欢的人，做真正喜欢的事. 之前都是铺垫热身. 若精神独立就册那完美了.

I was reading my friend’s writing and couldn’t help but find it very awkward. It was a blatant blasphemy to the sacred language! But think about it, my own writing is equally mediocre, not to mention the grammar mistakes all over place in my recent writings. Judgement is no good, especially I have no intellectual high ground to […]

剛才收到某大學admission office的郵件 Some students have known since they were young that they wanted to be a doctor or a paleontologist or a teacher; others wanted to be spies, ballerinas, astronauts, Spider Man, bus drivers, or featured on the cover of Forbes magazine. At the University****, it’s OK if you don’t know what you want to […]

Never doubt that I am capable of achieving anything I want. Even now after seeing my disastrous result for bt. Though it seems quite okayy objectively speakig within the whole cohort. But, far bellow my expectation. Call me insatiable. Call me over ambitious. But as a notorious perfectionist, i’m also innately armed with a relentless […]

The Urban Studies program enables students to explore and understand the urban experience in all of its richness and complexity. It recognizes the city as an amalgam of diverse peoples and their social, political, economic, and cultural interactions within a distinctive built environment. Students study the evolution and variety of urban forms and governance structures, […]

新加坡最近劇作《鄭和的後代》上演.宣傳冊上句話非常有意思. 出發是我的還鄉;漂泊是我的家園. Departing is my arriving; wandering is my residence. 其實我覺得這句話跟劇主題沒什麼聯繫.倒是想到了巴黎圣母院那首波希米亞人.流浪多結局悲慘.動亂多勞心. 不過我崇拜的萌學姐說: 人生好匆匆,亂亂好銷魂的.. 強烈握爪. 此島四年.真是再安定沒有的生活.我覺得不管做什麼.固步不等於自封,但往往在一個地方重複同一種模式久了容易產生封閉傾向,不幸的是起碼我就是如此…更不幸的是個人自我調節方式是折騰-__-!雖說還是折騰出了些許萌物的(捂臉)..但是騰來倒去沒什麼可觀性進展…而且讓我覺得我以後做什麼工作都可以且決定權hardly在我手裡所以人生理想進一步模糊鳥… 不過非得安分幾個月.封就封吧,且容我在此繭裡好好考試好好懷育我的人生理想~然後我想去阿富汗…我還想去希臘…我還想去雲南…我還想去北極…